It hasn't exactly been the easiest task; wandering around from one end of the city to another looking for a place to write. Most coffee houses are packed with fellow writers or simply a dozen or so people with little battery life. The outlets are a hot commodity to come by; as almost every person wants to charge... something.
I would attempt to write from my Mini i-Pad from a crowded Starbucks or other local spot offering free wifi. But unfortunately, that is not always the most ideal environment. And I have yet to find my own little writers corner... my spot. Furthermore, I am always in between appointments or am off to the grocery store, catching a train, fiddling with my new work materials or simply lying down to catch some much needed zzzzzzzzzzs.
So today, I finally feel comfortable enough to brew coffee and write from the apartment I am sharing for the month. It's quiet this morning and I don't have to go into work until 8 p.m. tonight.
You see, I was in in a terrible funk the past two days; unable to find a place or a good time to write. I am just the type of person who really enjoys a certain amount of structure. So when I knew I had pretty much the entire day to myself before heading into the city to work, I jumped at the opportunity to write: still in my pajamas and sipping pumpkin spiced coffee from Trader Joe's market.
In some ways, I can't believe I have only been in New York a week. I've been training at a new serving job and reconnecting with friends who live here. Almost every moment has been filled in some way, even if only by the long walks I would take around Central Park.
I realized something just before falling asleep last night; constant creativity produces more creativity. It isn't something that dries up. Creativity is rather like a muscle that only gets stronger the more it is flexed and exercised. And so, I must continue my creative pursuits. As steady as ever, I must nurture creativity as best as I possibly can.
This is such a creative place. And everywhere I look I am surrounded by the people who are actually "making it."
If only that were me. Another bottle of Champagne please...
This is all part of serving the bigger picture though. And from the bottom of my heart, I wish to get there one day: sitting at the table rather than standing before it.
But for now, I am on my way to writing a new chapter; a new story.
This past week of moving and getting a job has most certainly interrupted the steady flow of creativity that I suppose I had, in some ways, taken for granted. Let's just say I was a writer interrupted.
But I believe that now, more than ever, is the time to protect and serve creativity as best as I can; establishing a sense of structure in an otherwise volatile but thrilling moment in time.
Today:
Gin Rickey
1 1/2 oz Gin
1/2 oz Lime Juice
Splash of Soda
On the Rocks in a Highball Glass
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